Ustadha Raidah Shah Idil answers questions about friendship before marriage.
Assalam alaykum wa rahmat Allah wa baraktuh.
Months ago, I met a brother in a seminar. We kept in contact and built a friendship with a lot of respect. A few days ago, I asked him how he would react if his sister had contact to a strange guy he doesn’t know. He thought about the question and suggested to break off. (We have written over WhatsApp.) We both are Muslims and he understood it and showed respect to me and my family. But we promised to stay cool if we’re going to see us again.
Now my problem is, since this happened, I feel broken. I feel pain inside me. But it isn’t just because of him. I’m really under stress and feel that it wasn’t the right time to ask him this question even though it’s Islamically right. I’ve lost a good friend. I want to write him again but I don’t understand why it’s Islamically incorrect. I want to have a clear explanation. I’m aware of the relationship between men and women. But I need him right now as my friend. And thinking a lot of Islam makes me just more sad.
I pray this finds you well. May Allah reward you for reaching out to us.
Friendship between Opposite Genders
Dear sister, I am sorry for your heartbreak. Please know that you have done what is pleasing to Allah, even if it hurts.
For a clear explanation, I encourage you to read this answer by Shaykha Zaynab Ansari: Can a Young Man and Woman be Platonic Friends?
Because you are in pain, I encourage you to treat yourself with love and compassion. Soothe yourself through the different aspects of your being – the spiritual, mental, emotional, and physical. You know yourself best, so write down the different things you can do for yourself, every hour, every day, until you feel more balanced.
I have some suggestions for you, to help you get started.
- Do everything in your power to have a good opinion of your Merciful Lord.
- Guard your obligatory prayers, and strive to perform them mindfully.
- Wake up in the last third of the night, even if it is 5-10 minutes before the entry of Fajr and pour out your sorrow to Allah.
- Perform the Prayer of Need as often as you need to.
- Read these duas as often as you need to: Selected Prophetic Prayers for Spiritual, Physical and Emotional Wellbeing by Chaplain Ibrahim Long
- Write down your troubling thoughts so you can see them in front of you.
- Investigate your beliefs, which have often been installed from childhood. Do you believe that the world is a safe place? Do you believe that you are more than enough, as you are? Do you believe that Allah is there for you?
- Journal about how you feel, allow yourself to feel those strong emotions, and let them go. Remind yourself that feelings are signals, but not fact.
- Reach out to close family and female friends.
- Listen to guided meditations on apps such as Calm and Headspace.
- Store your worry on apps such as Worry Box.
- Walk every day.
- Ground yourself in nature.
- Strengthen and relax your body through pilates and/or yoga.
Possibility of marriage
Please know that we are all hard-wired for connection. Allah has set loving limits on gender interaction because He knows our easily we can fall. If you feel so strongly about this young man, and feel ready, could marriage be something to explore? Do speak to your parents first, if you think that could be the case. It is far better to have them on board, from the beginning.
Also, please remember that marriage is another big shift. It is not a silver bullet that will heal all of your pain.
In any case, I encourage you to prepare for marriage through empowering yourself with knowledge through this course Marriage in Islam: Practical Guidance for Successful Marriages and reading this book Before You Tie The Knot.
I pray this has been helpful. May Allah ease your heartache, and gift you with a husband who is your dearest friend and your companion on the path to Jannat al-Firdaws.
Checked and approved by Shaykh Faraz Rabbani.